Well guess what? In my entire life I`ve never had cable TV! I decided to finally go for it and I`m totally mesmerized!! I actually can`t believe how much "crap" is on it!!! Don`t get me wrong- I`ve found that I can be a totally couch tater & watch such fluff as "Strange Love" Flava -flav "Fear factor" BOTH the Simpsons shows, the one where mini-me pees in the corner in a drunken stupor, the show where all the young kids live in a house together and get "scabies". the Apprentice(MY TRULY FAV SHOW)!, bachelorette, bachelor, mother-in-law, daughter of mother-in-law, 2nd cousin removed but still in the family brother, (well, you catch my drift), I guess I`ll watch ANYTHING THAT MOVES!!!! I`m totally amazed that MTV DOES`NT play MUSIC! If you`re lucky sometimes like at 5:oo in the morn they might play "Green Day`s I Walk Alone" gee, as a matter of fact, I think that`s ALL MTV plays-over & over& over. Sheesh!!!when mtv first came out you could see cool stuff like Blondie, Todd Rundgren, Stones-REAL music mind you not all this "white Bread" fluff. did ya notice that there`s a whole lotta fluff goin` on? Missin` them good ole days am I? You bet I am! At least my daughter has introduced me to her cool bands like Something Corporate, Mae, Straylight Run, Before I Go, etc. I`ve even gone to the warped Tour with her & met the likes of the Used (cool peeps) Bowling for Soup (alotta fun) ataris (very cute) evanescense (awesome!). The list goes on & on just like this blog .......

Yes!! The sun is shining and I feel my seasonal disorder slowly but slowly ebbing. Today I feel is a day to figure out what the "h" MY life is all about. a friend has died of cancer and her funeral is today. I saw her boyfriend last nite and he said "sadly enough Judy (my friend who passed) won`t be at the funeral as she went to Colorado(we live in Ohio). Quizzickly I said "is that a fact?" He proceeded to explain that she gave her body to science and that a university sent for the body.So, if she goes to heaven will she be bodyless? That confuses me as in pictures you see people looking like people!I believe that it is your "soul" that arrives triumphantly in a splendor of bright white and trumpets.i also find it embarrassingly odd that when you go people will go thru your belongings and say such oddities as "What a junk collector she was" or "can you believe she lived in such PICK ONE..."squalor..filth..spendor..quirkiness" When people go through my stuff they`ll never know how happy i was to collect each item and how happy i was to look at each said item everyday. My collections make me smile and if anyone has a brain they`ll soon find out that i do have stuff that will actually make them rich if they know how to sell it to the proper purchaser. do i put tags on eveything and say" Here is a valuable piece worth blah blah?" Anyhow-maybe i`d better get my shit in order in case I`m the next one being shipped to Colorado.....peace and much love

Well, hello again! I`m in the "ConeZone" watching my man, Conan O`brien-nobody does it better. I really look forward to my time with him. I`m writing a book. A murder mystery. I think its gonna be great! I look back on my younger days and tell how I try to figure out who done it! It`s set in the Pacific Northwest in a small town called Tillamook. I only write when I have total quiet and peace, so you must know that`s not very often... Wouldn`t this be totally cool if it was a big seller? Wow, just think maybe I can get that dream cottage on the beach. Well, gotta go . I have some decadent chocolate from Starbucks and nothing makes me move faster than knowing its waiting for me! ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM